Today was a day I plan to only have one of. Factor woke me up at 8:00am and asked "do you want to get up?" i slopped and slobbered, I felt the awake feeling behind my eyes - and then I felt the pillow and I thought "fuck it, I'm sleeping" so I said "yup" and he left the room. So I fell back to sleep.
Around 930AM I felt like I had to pee. so I got up, peed. And while peeing I thought "stay up, don't go back to sleep". so, I got off the toilet, went into my room, and went back to sleep.
Around 11:30AM I felt like I had to pee, but I denied it. And stayed in bed until 12:55. At 1:00PM I checked my email. And now, I'm looking at the clock and realizing that I've only been up for 4 and a half hours. This is not something I like. i don't want to sleep so late again. I had plenty to do, and I have plenty to do still to prepare for my little sister's arrival in NYC - but I don't know, I guess I just felt I could stay in bed that long.
So much for contemplating my place in this world and my path in it.
Doesn't it feel weird when you sleep for so long? I always wake up with a huge headache and it seems the only thing that would help is more sleep.
Wow, Beav Jr. in the city!
Posted by: lazybones | June 11, 2007 at 09:37 PM
Oh I get that too lazybones. My mum always says (and mums always know about this kind of stuff) is that its because you get dehydrated and hungry, but don't realise.
Oh cool, your little sis is visiting? :-)
Posted by: Darren | June 12, 2007 at 02:31 AM
Darren, your mom is a wise woman, that makes all kinds of sense. I was about to be like yo! lazybones, I get that same feeling.
When I was in high school and anorexic one summer, I would just sleep until noon, and lie out in the sun until 4 and then sort of eat dinner around 6 with the fam. You can knock out at least 2 meals with sleep!
*please note, that was fairly tongue in cheek and just a relation of a story from my past, not a pro ana statement at all. I was much uglier when I was 90 lbs*
Posted by: beav | June 12, 2007 at 08:36 AM